the end of my "life sucks" era

I'm pennyless, I'll probably be in debt for the next 2 years.

I traveled all around the world and I'm settling for what I'm used to, as if there was no choice.

I want to create, live, sing, dance, run, design beautiful outfits, be beautiful myself and somehow it always ends up being nothing else but things I want.

This morning I had a thought. There's not even a chance I can go back to normal.

Normal is dead.